very numb.
been trying not to think about it so much. trying to produce a lot and occupy myself the most i can.
sometimes it's a bit harder but i'm trying to keep it in, maybe it's better.
saw miguel and herman today, it was so nice. i miss them so much. they were part of my everyday life and suddenly it was taken away from me. still can't hug and it's hard. me and miguel were really tempted to do so but he's teaching at a school so it was better not to.
we talked about going to the botanical garden on sunday and i really liked that idea.
i did a short. i made a short movie????? like what the fuck. i don't really get what's going on, it's all going really fast and in a way that's good but it's been making me really stressed too. we have to turn the short in on tuesday and the whole class is gonna watch it. i hate being on camera, but again, at the same time is kinda nice, but i'm just really awkward in general.
been drawing everyday too. that's been awesome. i can't really draw, like i don't know the "rules" and can't really take the things from my mind to the paper exactly but i've found a style that i'm very fond of.
don't think about it.
i'm sorry
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