i hope i don't ruin this like all the journals and diaries i ever had.
maybe it being online now makes it more practical even tho i have to keep editing all this html every time, but i guess that's okay. i remember i used to rip every page from almost all the diaries i've ever had because i used to change my mind about certain things and chose to forget my thoughts instead of just accepting i changed, but i'm gonna try not to delete anything from here.

i don't really know how this is gonna work, i'm still figuring it out, but i guess i want it to be this place where i can go back and remember of things when i get older and even try to learn from my own words when i need to hear specific things. i tend to forget about my own thoughts constantly so it's nice to have a place to find them no matter where i am.